Season's greetings
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I'll be away for a couple days, so I thought I might as well drop some words and warm wishes here before drafting my wishlist to Santa, in case I do not get a chance to update my blog anytime soon. To be exact, I will be in London for Christmas and if possible, paint the town red. I am really looking forward to it as I haven't really been outside the city for the past months. Like most people, I do desire for a white Christmas. I was a little excited when the experts predicted that there might be a chance for that to happen this year. But that was couple weeks back when I read about it and now, it seems highly unlikely. Or the hurtful word, impossible. So much for the hype and hope.
Let me see..for the past few days I have been out for house party and dinners. Inevitably, I had to be in touch with alcohol for the past five days and I guess we will be meeting soon again for the next few days. Or maybe I will be drinking my way up to 2009. Get purely wasted till the end. Nah. So much for the calories burned in the gym.
It's the time of the year...another year is about to end. Truth be told, 2008 will be the most memorable year for me. To summarise up a few, summer back in Malaysia was awesome and early year's Rome Paris trip was amazing. Not to forget that I legally turned twenty one this year. Guess that is the fun part and for the other part, how should I put them in words? Five words should be a clear picture of my situation - I fucked up big time. And to add insult to my misery, hmm how should I put them in sentences? Put it this way, I will never forget last winter. It made everyday worth all of the pain that I have gone through the three seasons after. It really did. Although I didn't get what I wanted, at least I tried hard enough, fair to be considered as best. (You gotta give a man some credits, no?) The setback is that I tried walking away thousand times but my cold feet just won’t let me. At a gunpoint, I would admit that I was living in denial and I kept cheating myself. Yet again, I have no regrets.
I moved on. I want to put my feet up. I want to remember how to be still. To contemplate and have meaningful thoughts.To believe Santa Claus is not a myth. And most importantly, to remember that life is good.
Enough with the awakening. So how did 2008 treated you all? If it was good, then good for you. But if it is not, worry not cause we always have a next year and I sincerely hope it will end as well as possible for everyone. See, it's hard being nice sometimes because not everyone is perfect, neither am I. I am sorry if I have done anything wrong and please forgive me for my shortcomings. Dearest friends and family, have yourself a merry little Christmas and a blessed new year!
Best wishes,
Kenneth. 09 FTW
Let me see..for the past few days I have been out for house party and dinners. Inevitably, I had to be in touch with alcohol for the past five days and I guess we will be meeting soon again for the next few days. Or maybe I will be drinking my way up to 2009. Get purely wasted till the end. Nah. So much for the calories burned in the gym.
It's the time of the year...another year is about to end. Truth be told, 2008 will be the most memorable year for me. To summarise up a few, summer back in Malaysia was awesome and early year's Rome Paris trip was amazing. Not to forget that I legally turned twenty one this year. Guess that is the fun part and for the other part, how should I put them in words? Five words should be a clear picture of my situation - I fucked up big time. And to add insult to my misery, hmm how should I put them in sentences? Put it this way, I will never forget last winter. It made everyday worth all of the pain that I have gone through the three seasons after. It really did. Although I didn't get what I wanted, at least I tried hard enough, fair to be considered as best. (You gotta give a man some credits, no?) The setback is that I tried walking away thousand times but my cold feet just won’t let me. At a gunpoint, I would admit that I was living in denial and I kept cheating myself. Yet again, I have no regrets.
I moved on. I want to put my feet up. I want to remember how to be still. To contemplate and have meaningful thoughts.
Enough with the awakening. So how did 2008 treated you all? If it was good, then good for you. But if it is not, worry not cause we always have a next year and I sincerely hope it will end as well as possible for everyone. See, it's hard being nice sometimes because not everyone is perfect, neither am I. I am sorry if I have done anything wrong and please forgive me for my shortcomings. Dearest friends and family, have yourself a merry little Christmas and a blessed new year!
Best wishes,
Kenneth. 09 FTW
Music: The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Script
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